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you lose faith and the best way to not be reminded and, two-fold, to not run the risk of regaining it, is to avoid. avoid all you can that you know to be ultimately beneficial to your intellectual and spiritual self: wherever the darkest center of your issue lies. no smiling, no laughter. no easy…

get up ‘n’ go – v2

living off the balance off the grid wondering about the kid I used to be wondering if there were second chances, would I do things differently waking up in the harsh cloud light, dizzy and diarrhetic, the night before a haze of smoke and burnt rice, canned tuna and flipping channels for something worth a…

Grow ‘N’ Go

Spread seeds across the lake of my sowing. They float to depths from which great stalks will then grow, touch the surface, from miles below. Temptatious aqua-fairies take refuge in their twisting tentacles. Locks of zest green tendrils touch all their most private places. Alone, I know they’ll come around to speak their labyrinth network and…

get with it, baby..

time sucks no where no place left alone to bask in blinding light that only hurts me: not enlightened return to self to normal me to be: seems entropy okay, same way around… CONFOUND the senses to reach a higher sense of freedom live, let live breathe, exhale before you turn pale: go stale -Jan…

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Yesterday I fell from your good graces and today I fell back into you. Long live the servant, I am to my insolent flux. I cling to you: the energy you give, I need to live. – December 5, 2011

low

bedtime lullaby to sadness, to let myself sleep forget full of faces I can’t see you without my glasses no, I can’t see clearly… where are you in this misty chaos, of our past and the present and my future?   I am divest of you I am divest of all I just might fall…

family & I

a song and an ode never want to go to sleep never want to close my eyes never want to wake and see I’ve got no feeling in my thighs / hope i’ll see you one day i’ll be by your side we’ll look out at the ocean we’ll hear the seagulls cry / i’ll…